“Dad, do you believe in God?”
The innocent question was from my 10 year old child. I was teaching him the fundamentals of English grammar. But, what has grammar to do with God? I was explaining him about the difference between proper noun and common noun. A common noun refers to the general name that is never capitalized, unless it is in the beginning of a sentence. But, a proper noun is the name of a specific person, place, thing, etc., and is always capitalized. And, along with the examples ‘India, ‘Gandhi’, and ‘Sunday’, appeared ‘God’ with a capital ‘G’; and the question captivated me.
“Yes, darling, I believe in God,” I told my child.
Suddenly a soft voice interrupted me from the innermost core of my soul: “Is God a person?”
My inner voice was questioning me, trying to test my discretion.
After a few seconds of silence I replied to myself, “God is a noun, but not a person!”
Personal God
The question whether God is personal or impersonal has been under debate for thousands of years. The word ‘God’ is the most complicated word in this world that lacks a clear definition. It is understood in different manner, in the popular sense as well as in the philosophical sense. In the popular concept, as per the widespread belief of the people, God is a person. This person has all traits of a human being, who can do everything that a human being can do, but in a most powerful manner. He is considered better than the best human being.
As per Vedas, in Hinduism, there were 33 Gods, led by Indra, the king of Gods and the ruler of Heaven. There were Asuras (demons) who were in continuous war with Gods, and could frighten them several times, but could never conquer them due to the timely interventions of super Gods, Vishnu or Shiva.
Vishnu and Shiva were the two supreme deities, who along with Lord Brahma form the Hindu Triad. It is believed that Vishnu had taken incarnations in the form of different species of life, starting from fish (Malsya), tortoise (Koorma), boar (Varaha), Man-Lion (Narasimha), and then different human forms, analogous to different stages of evolution. Lord Rama and Lord Krishna were considered as the most popular divine incarnations of Vishnu, and are still worshipped by majority of Hindus. Shiva, the God of destruction, is the supreme deity of the Shaivite sect. Most of the Hindus are either Vaishnavites or Shaivites, and they worship these two deities as well as their incarnations, simply referring them as “God”.
In addition to Gods, there were Goddesses too, called as Devi. Parvati, the wife of Lord Shiva, also known as Shakti or Mahadevi, is the female counterpart of Shiva, and is worshipped as the Supreme Goddess of the universe. In peaceful manifestation, she adorns different positions such as Parvati the wife of Shiva, Lakshmi the wife of Vishnu and Sarasvati the wife of Brahma. Her aggressive form is as Durga or Kali, born to destroy demons.
Generally speaking, a personal God means a God who is a person. We are all persons, and unlike animals, which also have feelings, instincts and impulses, we have a peculiar power; that is our power of thinking. We can think, we can dream, we can feel and we can achieve. There is no confusion regarding who a person is. May be the degree of personality may differ based on the intellectual faculty and the nature of mind. The power of thinking may vary; the feelings and emotions may vary. Everything depends on the society we live and the impressions of habits we develop.
When we consider God as a person, we are bringing him under the limitations of our mind. We are giving him some attributes, but the difference is that these attributes are of unlimited capacity. The concept of power and wisdom attributed to a personal God is not the same level “power” and “wisdom” as per the limited environment of humanity. His capacities are limitless and transcend all levels of human conceptions. He is considered as supremely personal, living somewhere in the sky, and ruling the universe with his mighty power. In addition to the main deities familiar to us through our Epics and Puranas, there are so many local Gods in different regions and sects. These Gods, usually consecrated in the temples of villages or mountain tops, are glorified and strengthened by the exaggerated stories created by the devotees.
It is believed that if you pray to your personal God, praise him or persuade him with money and valuables, he will fulfill your ambitions and make you wealthy and successful. If you do something against him or deny his divinity, he will punish you. This kind of superstition still exists in common people and even among educated masses. This is the calamity of humanity. Religious faith is good; but, superstition is dangerous. Superstition is sharper than the edge of a sword. It is too difficult to eradicate such superstitions from human race, because they are deeply enrooted within their soul from time immemorial. Your words will scatter on the surface of their skulls; the brain is far away beyond the adamant wall.
Impersonal God
Instead of condemning the old ideas of personal God as the ruler of the universe, the ancient sages began their journey to search the Supreme Reality within them. The result was the Vedanta philosophy and the Supreme Impersonal Absolute Reality. Shankaracharya, with his beautiful commentaries interpreted the Upanishads and extracted the gems of Advaita philosophy. Brahman is the Supreme Absolute, the oneness, which manifests itself in all beings in the universe. It is eternal and beyond all human conceptions, and transcends time, space and causation. Brahman is considered identical to the human soul, the Atman, thus reminding us that God is not something outside of you, but is the Supreme Reality, that is inside you.
God is the name given to Reality. We are facing a lot of realities in this universe: life, birth, death, rhythmic heartbeats of nature, all-devastating earthquakes, terrific death-dance of hurricanes, and violent vibrations of sky; and we cannot predict or control most of them. We are part of our experience and sometimes, consciously or unconsciously, we give some meaningful interpretations to the realities around us. Our interpretations may be fantasies or some analogies by which we try to create some meanings and images to the unknown truths. We exemplify realities using meaningful narrations and metaphors.
Are you safe in this life? Are you secure? Nobody is safe. Anything can happen tomorrow. You lose your job; a sudden cyclone takes all your possessions; your dearest one dies suddenly; anything unexpected can always happen. Life is delicate and uncertain, and we are mortal beings with our finite hopes and infinite pride. Uncertainty is the law of life and we don’t know how it happens or where it comes from. Is there any external force that binds us? Is there any external reality that makes us inescapable? Is there any mysterious something that makes our life unpredictable? It seems so. Some of us call it ‘fate’; others call it ‘God’.
If reality is termed as God, and it is God who makes our life uncertain and pushes us into an unpredictable world of solitude, it is the same God who blesses us with a world of happiness and prosperity. But when we are deeply involved in a world of luxury and pleasure, we rarely utter the word ‘God’. Happiness eradicates God from our mind and disaster recreates it. Thus God becomes a mirage in between happiness and misery. From the shore of misery we see God very clearly; but the farther we move away from misery and the closer we approach happiness, God disappears!
But, how can you make God responsible for anything? God is not a person. Only a person can take responsibility of something. God is the name given to Reality; and Reality is another name of Existence. God is pure Existence. We cannot even say God exists. By saying so, God becomes personified. But God is not a person or a thing. We create a God, personify him and make him responsible for everything. We convert the Infinite Reality into a finite image. We give him life. We talk to him. We pray to him. We worship him. We do everything to please him. We are living in an illusionary world.
We are the actors of a great drama that is consciously played every moment. Have you not watched your kids playing the role of ‘father and mother’, making houses in sand, preparing food using sand or leaves, serving the ‘food’ and acting as if they are eating real food? We are ‘bigger kids’ doing it in a bigger way, constructing great temples, installing the effigies of our favourite deities, worshiping them with rituals and prayers, offering them flowers and milk, and acting each scene so naturally as if they are real characters. Once we become mature and realize the reality, we will throw away the costumes and bid farewell to such dramas. But, majority of human race is having an immature mind, with a mental growth of a two year old kid. A time will come when will they get out of the darkness of ignorance and comprehend the glory of Truth.
We are the actors and we are the audience too. World is a large stage. There is a curtain in front of us; it is the veil of Maya. Maya does not mean illusion; it is another way of expressing reality. Maya is an expression of how reality happens in this world under the limitations of time, space and causation. Reality always frightens us. It involves tremendous contradictions in all facets of life. The world is a combination of good and evil. But why it happens? No such questions; it just happens. Contradictions are inevitable. It is the law of life. Just watch it; fight it. Life is a continuous fight against all odds. Fight incessantly till the light is visible. From the sanctuary of personal God, start your journey; not towards mountains and forests; not towards temples and churches; He is very near to you; nearer than anything; go within you and discover the real God in your own Self. It is Existence-Knowledge-Bliss!!!
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I glanced through the notebook of my son. There were several ‘Gods’ at different levels from the horizontal line. I counted them. They were 33 in numbers. The first one had a capital ‘G’ and all others began with a small ‘g’. I looked at him questioningly. He read my mind that was tuned with the same frequency. He answered to my silent question:
“Papa, the first one is the king and has got a kingdom and hence a ‘capital’. All others are his subordinates, and hence small.”
“But I told you already to start a proper noun always with a capital letter.”
“But, Papa, where is the noun here? God is not a person, place or a thing. I cannot see it, touch it or feel it. So god is not a noun at all.”
“Okay, but listen to me. God is treated as a distinguished member in the noun family. We can use ‘He’ even though God is not a person. We can use ‘It’ even though God is not a thing. We have to respect the highness of the Existence. So, just do what I say; capitalize the G.”
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The questioner is small and the questions are big. It is time for the windows of heaven to open. Through the layers of silky clouds two sharp eyes penetrate the universe. Brilliance of light spreads everywhere. The moment has come when there is no question or no questioner. The questioner and the question have become one. There is no more talk, no more prayer or no more dialogue. Words have disappeared in totality. It is a state of deep silence. In that tranquility, in that moment of celebration of self, in that state of ecstasy, Existence blossoms into hundred thousand flowers, radiating its luminous lustre in every molecules of life. That ultimate experience is God!
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The Indian army as we know it today was in reality the British Indian army and traces it origin to the beginning of the days of the rule of the East India Company. In 1947, the prefix British was dropped and it became the Indian army, but in all aspects it remained as the British had left it.It was basically a higher caste army and was recruited on the basis of caste and religion. Thus the infantry regiments were all caste based. The lower castes and the untouchables were never recruited by the English.This was a continuation of the old Hindu caste system that forbade shudras to muster arms on pain of death.The British accepted this Hindu concept, but brought in a few of their own.
The British divided the populace at large into martial and non-martial races. This distinction was made on the basis of their own experience in battle and also a study of the socio-economic history of india. The British were of the view that races who had faced perpetual wars were martial. Here again they accepted the Hindu theory and division between Kshatriyas( Warriors) and non -kshatriyas.
The British were impressed by the fighting prowess of the Sikhs, Jats, Rajputs, Gurkhas and Mahrattas and classified them as martial races. Of these the Sikhs, Punjabi muslims and Gurkhas had pride of place because in battles with them the British had a tough time.
The British first tasted a tough challenge during the Anglo-Gurkha wars of 1815-15. The gurkhas fought bravely and though defeated won the admiration of the British. Again in the Anglo-Sikh wars of 1846-49, the English would have been defeated, but for traitors in the ranks of the Sikhs. The Prime Minister and his general Labh Singh were in league with the East india Company and conspired to defeat the Sikh army. However at Mudki and Chillianwala the British tasted defeat.The East india Company won the war,but their admiration for the Sikhs as a martial race was engraved in their mind and at any given time the Sikhs with a population of 2%, yet constituted 33% of the British Indian army.
The British also had a healthy respect for Punjabi Muslims and Pathans, which was a result of the 3 Anglo-Afghan wars, where the British were hard pressed. The British were convinced that the hardy tribes of the North West frontier were martial as they had been continuously facing invasion right from the time of Alexander the great, a period of 2000 years.
Were the British right in this differentiation of martial and non-martial races? The taste of the pudding lies in its eating and the British were proved right as the regiments of the British Indian army helped win 2 World Wars and also fought for the Raj from places as far as China and Singapore. How many know that the Boxer rebellion in Peking in China was subdued by Sikh and Punjabi troops of the British Indian army? Tibet was conquered by the Indian army in the famous expedition led by General YoungHusband.
In 1947, Pandit Jwaharlal Nehru and Gandhi decided that the caste based regiments be retained. This was a practical step as these regiments had their own war cries and food and religious habits. Gandhi has gone on record so many times to say that he favored the Varna system of caste as it was the bedrock of Hindu society. He did not wish this caste system of the army, which were all higher castes be broken up. One cannot comment whether this was right or wrong as now more than 6 decades have passed and the caste based recruitment continues.. Though the new regiments are broad based , the core of the Infantry regiments remains as it was during the days of the Raj.
When war composes glorious ballads of the winners, history is written and re-written several times. Winners deserve the fame, and all virtues are imposed on them. Their faults and fallacies are forgotten in the extreme spirits of victory. Who want to listen to the tragic stories of the defeated? We always appraise the voice of victory. We seldom bother whether truth is covered with something or whether righteousness is justified with a hidden mask of divinity. We are the helpless spectators; and we will be, always!
Mahabharata, the famous Indian epic, tells us about the story of a battle that happened thousands of years ago between Kauravas and Pandavas, the sons of two brothers, for kingdom and domination. When unrighteousness surrendered before righteousness, there were too many heroes; but there was only one anti-hero; nay, he was considered as the villain of this Indian epic. He was Duryodhana. He was a villain because he always tried to cheat and destroy Pandavas and he also tried to humiliate their wife Draupadi. When heroes failed in some occasions, this villain outshined most of the times. He was a good Kshatriya with excellent traits such as friendship, loyalty, honorable warfare, efficient rule, boldness, power, wealth and confidence that represent Kshatriya Dharma to the utmost.
The Background
There were two brothers, Dhritarashtra and Pandu, in the kingdom of Hastinapura. The elder one Dhritarashtra was blind and hence the younger brother Pandu became the king of Hastinapura. Due to a curse, Pandu renounced the throne and left for forest with his wives Kunti and Madri, to lead an ascetic life. Duryodhana was the eldest among the hundred sons of the blind king Dhritarashtra and Queen Gandhari. After the death of Pandu, Kunti returned to Hastinapura with five children and claimed that they were Pandavas, the sons of different Gods. Pandavas and Kauravas grew up in Hastinapura, and when their education was finished, Yudhistira, the eldest son of Pandu, was named to sit on the throne of his father, thus denying the chance of Duryodhana.
Being the son of the elder brother, Duryodhana had the genuine right for the throne. Moreover, Pandavas were not the sons of Pandu, because he was unable to become a father due to some curse. When Kunti claimed that the Pandavas were the sons of different gods, Duryodhana was the only person to question her. The so called Gods have no lineage connected to Hastinapura. He believed that Kunti was trying to seize the inheritance away from him, hiding the illegitimate birth of Pandavas. And, of course, that was the root cause of the great catastrophe and bloodshed that happened in the Indian soil.
Attempts to Destroy Pandavas
Due to losing his legal right as heir to the throne of Hastinapura, Duryodhana developed hatred and jealousy with the Pandavas and tried to destroy them by all means. Duryodhana’s maternal uncle Shakuni was the mastermind behind Duryodhana’s cruel actions against Pandavas. They built an inflammable house specially designed and built with wax, ghee, lac and other highly inflammable materials, accommodated Pandavas there during a festival celebration at Varnavata, and set it on fire. But, due to the timely warning of Vidura, the step brother of Dhritharashtra, Pandavas escaped from the plot. They lived in a forest as Brahmins and meanwhile possessed Draupadi as their common wife.
Kingdom Shared
To avoid further tensions, Dhritarashtra after consulting with other elders invited Pandavas back to home and gave them half the kingdom. Yudhishtira was made the king of Indraprastha. Duryodhana remained as the prince of Hastinapura, but was acting as an efficient ruler with full control of the administration, because his father, king Dhritarashtra was blind. Meanwhile Yudhishtira conducted Rajasuya Yaga, became authority of several kingdoms and was crowned as Emperor.
Draupadi’s Taunt
When Yudhishtira’s fame increased, Duryodhana’s hatred and jealousy also increased progressively. After Yudhishtira’s Rajasuya Yaga, Duryodhana was invited to the Indraprastha. The illusions of the palace befooled him several times and the Pandavas made fun of him. Duryodhana fell in a pool of water when he stepped in mistaking it as a floor. Draupadi laughed loudly and commented, “A blind man’s son is also blind”. Draupadi’s taunt insulted Duryodhana very badly and he vowed to take revenge on Draupadi.
Dice Game
With jealousy and intensified anger against the Pandavas, Duryodhana discussed with his uncle Shakuni to find a way to defeat Pandavas and possess their complete wealth and kingdom. From the Shakuni’s cunning mind developed a master plot and that was the dice game. Duryodhana challenged king Yudhistira to play dice, and Shakuni, with his special dice, played an undefeatable game, on behalf of Duryodhana. Yudhistira lost everything – his kingdom, wealth, his four brothers and wife. The most shameful incident of Indian mythology delineated when Draupadi was disrobed by Dushasana as per the instruction of Duryodhana. Finally, the Pandavas began their thirteen years exile.
Vaishnava Sacrifice
While Pandavas were in exile, Duryodhana was captured by Gandharva king Chitrasena due to a conflict and it happened that Arjuna and Bhima rescued Duryodhana from the Gandharvas. To redeem the reputation, Duryodhana decided to conduct a Vaishnava yaga to become the Emperor of the World. Karna started the Digvijaya yatra alone and conquered all the kings who opposed Duryodhana, enforcing Duryodhana’s authority over them; and the Emperor’s fame spread everywhere.
The War
After the end of the thirteen years exile, Duryodhana refused to return even a needlepoint of land to Pandavas, which was against their agreement. Elders’ advice and Krishna’s interference could not change Duryodhana’s mind. Even the word ‘pandavas’ irritated him badly. There was only one decision to the Kshatriya blood in Duryodhana: War! Thus, war became inevitable.
The war witnessed so many unfair practices from both side. In spite of the great warriors Karna, Bhishma and Drona on his side, Duryodhana lost the war. It was said that dharma was on the other side!
The Final Moments
On the eighteenth day of the war, only four persons from the Kaurava’s side were alive – Duryodhana, Aswatthama, Kripacharya and Kritvarma. Yudhistira challenged Duryodhana to pick any of the Pandava brothers to fight and the winner shall be declared as the winner of the war. In spite of utilizing the advantage of this proposal, Duryodhana selected Bhima as his rival. At the end of the long and fierce mace fight, Bhima attacked Duryodhana by unfair means, smashing Duryodhana’s thighs. That night, waiting for death, Duryodhana ordered Aswatthama to take revenge on Pandavas. Aswatthama, along with Kripacharya and Kritvarma took revenge attacking the Pandavas camp at night and killed everyone except the Pandava brothers. They rushed to tell Duryodhana about the news, but Duryodhana was already dead by that time.
Good Qualities of Duryodhana
Friendship: One of the best qualities of Duryodhana was his sincere friendship. When Karna was humiliated in an archery competition against Arjuna in the name of low birth, Duryodhana saved him by offering him an entire kingdom, thus removing the stains of inferiority complex from his disturbed mind. Duryodhana’s friendship with Karna was deep and was the strongest in this great epic. Karna’s death crushed him very badly and affected him more than the death of his own brothers.
Good Warfare: Despite his negative traits on the field of life, Duryodhana was referred to as a Fair Warrior, who respected and followed the rules of war that was considered as the good qualities of a Kshatriya. Pandavas violated the rules of war several times, as per the guidance of Krishna, when they killed Bhishma, Drona and Karna. We would doubt whether the rules were not applicable to Krishna, the reason being he was Lord himself.
For his last fight, when Duryodhana was given a choice to select any of the Pandava brothers, he would have taken advantage of the situation. But he chose Bhima, the peer opponent, to make the fight fair and even. But, he was deceived.
Good Ruler: Dhritarashtra was the crowned king of Hastinapura, but since he was blind, Duryodhana managed the administration, with a great influence over all people, and became a great ruler. On hearing the death of Duryodhana, people in Hastinapura wept with deep grief, because to them he was their favourite king and their protector.
Good Kshatriya: For a Kshatriya, power is a virtue. Duryodhana was attracted by power and wealth. At his last moment, he glorified himself the virtues he had achieved as Kshatriya and blamed Krishna for his trickery. On hearing his words, celestial beings from heaven blessed him by showering flowers and singing the glory of Duryodhana. When Yudhishtira reached heaven he saw Duryodhana seated on a throne, attended by angels and goddesses. When Yudhishtira could not believe it, Narada explained him that Duryodhana attained heaven due to his Kshatriya Dharma.
Negative Traits of Duryodhana
Disrobing of Draupadi: It was the most serious crime committed by Duryodhana. When Yudhistira lost everything in the dice game, Duryodhana encouraged his brother Dushasana to bring Draupadi in the court and disrobe her.
Murder Attempt: He tried to kill Pandavas accommodating them in a house built of wax, ghee, lac and other inflammable materials and setting it fire. He tried to kill Bhima by poisoning and drowning.
Cheating: After the exile of 13 years, Duryodhana did not agree to give even a needlepoint of land to Pandavas, which was against their agreement.
Killing of Abhimanyu: When Abhimanyu killed Duryodana’s son Lakshmana, he ordered all his maharathis to attack Abhimanyu. Thus Abhimanyu was killed by unfair means by seven unequal warriors.
Conclusion
There, in that battlefield, nobody was perfect. There was no perfect hero or perfect villain in Mahabharata. Mistake or unrighteousness was everywhere and nobody was free from that. As Narada said, Duryodhana entered into heaven because of fulfilling Kshatriya Dharma. The negative traits in Duryodhana were against Kshatriya Dharma, but his good qualities as a Kshatriya were far superior that made him distinct from a villainy nature. Rules of war are same for everyone. Nobody is beyond that. Pandavas tried to violate the rules under a divine protection, under the guidance of Krishna, the Lord himself. Duryodhana never accepted the divinity of Krishna, but always defied him, even at his death bed. No doubt, Duryodhana was a real Kshatriya!! ….And I can hear the Gandharvas playing musical instruments and the Apsaras in a chorus singing the glory of King Duryodhana!!
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During the terrific silence of that horrible night, they could not hear the footsteps of death. On the eighteenth night of a great war, they were sleeping in the camp, completely tired, and horrified by the nightmare of the dancing torsos in the battlefield. They did not know that the tragedy of a death-dance is going to be debuted in a short while. And when the death knell rang solemnly, there appeared the messenger of death, invoking Kal Bhairav in his soul and evoking him in his body, to destroy everything. He stepped in with vehemence of vengeance. He had lost the consciousness of reasoning. Through the layers of darkness his vindictive eyes, burning like fireballs, pierced in search of the assassins of his beloved father. The destructive sword of Kal Bhairav hunted for the unfortunate heads of the unrighteous warriors who always boasted about their virtues……. It was the immortal Aswatthama, who appeared as the embodiment of death in the Pandavas camp. He converted the camp into a crematorium by brutally killing several warriors including Dhrishtadyumna, the killer of Drona, Shikhandi, the assassin of Bhishma; and thousands of Pandava warriors while they were asleep and in semi-conscious state. His mind reached to the climax of vengeance when he killed the Upapandavas, the five sons of Draupadi, while they were asleep, mistaking them as the Pandava brothers, his ultimate target. Those who tried to run away from the helpless situation were killed by Kripacharya and Kritavarma at the entrance of the camp.
It was the story of Aswatthama, the character that played a crucial role in shaping the end of Mahabharata war!…. It was the story of a ferocious revenge!!
Early Days of Aswatthama
Aswatthama was the son of Dronacharya and Kripi. Dronacharya was the son of Brahmin sage Bharadwaja, and hence Aswatthama was a Brahmin; not Kshatriya. When he was born, he neighed like a horse, hence the name Aswatthama. He was born with a gem on his forehead which was believed to be a protection from demons, ghosts, snake, animals and all beings other than humans.
Born in the lap of poverty Aswatthama could not even savour the taste of milk in his childhood. The neighbouring children used to befool him by giving flour water and convincing him that it was milk. Drona was upset about the fate of his dearest child. Drona remembered about his childhood friend Drupada, who was now a king, and approached him expecting some help. But Drupada humiliated Drona saying that they were not of the same status now to become friends; and did not help him. Later Drona was invited to Hastinapur by Kripacharya, and Bhishma appointed him as the Guru of the Pandavas and Kauravas in the Hastinapur. Along with the princes Pandavas and Kauravas, Aswatthama mastered the arts of Dhanurveda under Dronacharya, his father and Guru.
Aswatthama became a master of all weapons and was considered equal to Karna and Arjuna in Dhanurveda. With his physical strength, bravery and knowledge of martial arts, he became a prominent warrior whom nobody could kill. He mastered 64 forms of arts and 18 Vidyas and had become the master of all forms of knowledge.
Arjuna was always Drona’s favourite disciple. Because of this special favour and Arjuna’s exceptional skill in archery, Aswatthama was jealous of Arjuna. In addition to teaching the knowledge of all weapons, Drona had taught the knowledge of invoking Brahmastra to both Arjuna and Aswatthama, but Aswatthama was not taught how to withdraw Brahmastra, may be because he might have felt that for a Brahmin the invoking of Brahmastra would never be necessitated.
Aswatthama’s Role
The role of Aswatthama was almost insignificant till the death of Drona in the battlefield. In the family issue of Pandavas and Kauravas, Aswatthama had no role to play and was actually a neutral character. But the war demanded participation of everyone, and being loyal to the royal family, Aswatthama joined the side of Kauravas, even though Pandavas were not his enemies. He did not bother to think on which side was the justice. But definitely he had some special attraction to Duryodhana, due to his broadmindedness and appreciation that nobody else possessed. Duryodhana was the son of the elder brother of the royal family and was more eligible for the throne; and that might be the other thought pattern that persuaded Aswatthama to stand on the side of Duryodhana.
Drona’s Death
When Bhishma fell and was lying on the bed of arrows, waiting for death, Drona became the leader of the Kaurava army. Nobody could beat Drona, and as usual Krishna played a trick. He wrote the script, selected the actors and became the Director himself. Bhima killed an elephant called Aswatthama and the warriors started shouting “Aswatthama is killed”. When Drona heard the noise he enquired Yudhishtira, the man of virtues, who would never tell lie, about the truth. Yudhishtira said, “Aswatthama hataha” (Aswatthama is killed); and he whispered the word “kunjaraha” (elephant) slowly so that Drona could not hear the last portion! When dharma plays drama, fate will become fatal. The innocent paternity wept with woe. The desperate Drona dropped his arms and started meditating, and Dhristadyumna beheaded the weaponless master.
When Drona was killed by treachery, the furious Aswatthama lost his control. Anger burst out and with broken heart and disturbed mind, Aswatthama took vow to completely eradicate the Pandavas and their lineage. His unabated thirst for revenge started here. …He became another Parashurama vowed to exterminate the oppressive khsatriyas!
It was believed that Aswatthama was a part manifestation of Lord Shiva and it was impossible to kill him or fight him when he became angry. The tragic death of his father made him mad and furious. He released the most dangerous Narayanastra towards the Pandava army. But as per Krishna’s advice, in order to escape from this terrific weapon, the Pandava army dropped their weapons and completely surrendered before it. But the Narayanastra abolished a major portion of the Pandavas army. The fierce war continued and Pandavas suffered heavy loss by the fury of Aswatthama.
The Revenge
And in the last night of the war, after the entire Kaurava warriors were demolished and Duryodhana was waiting for his death after his last fight with Bhima, the three Kaurava survivors gathered under a Banyan tree. They were Aswatthama, Kripacharya and Kritavarma. Aswatthama noticed an owl attacking its enemy crows at night and killing them. He immediately got up and promised the half-dead Duryodhana that he was going to bring the heads of the Pandavas. Ignoring the dharmic advices of Kripacharya and Kritaverma he rushed towards the Pandavas camp. In that night of horror, his merciless sword took the lives of Dhrishtadyumna, his father’s assassin; Shikhandi; the five sons of Draupadi, and thousands of Pandava warriors, who were semi-conscious and helpless. The Pandava brothers were escaped because they were away from the camp during that night, along with Krishna, their savior.
The Greatest Sin
After performing the death dance, Aswatthama returned to Duryodhana, but he was already dead by then. Aswatthama then took shelter in Vyasa’s Ashram. Knowing about the heart-breaking disaster in the next morning, the enraged Pandavas and Krishna chased Aswatthama. Aswatthama invoked Brahmastra in a grass blade and released it against Pandavas. Arjuna too invoked his Brahmastra, as instructed by Krishna. The two divine weapons received from the same Guru, were approaching each other; one from his dearest son and the other from his favourite disciple; aiming at the total destruction of the entire world! Vyasa and Narada, with their yogic powers, stopped the collision of the Brahmastras and asked the warriors to withdraw them. Arjuna could withdraw it, but Aswatthama could not because Drona had not taught him that mantra. The furious Aswatthama directed his Brahmastra towards the womb of Uttara, the pregnant wife of Abhimanyu, and burned down the fetus. Aswatthama’s aim was to end the lineage of Pandavas. It was the greatest sin Aswatthama had done.
Curse by Krishna
Krishna asked Aswatthama to surrender the gem from his forehead and cursed him with agony and anger: “You are a coward and sinful wretch, the slayer of children! The wound caused by the removal of gem from your forehead will never heal and you will suffer from incurable diseases. Without getting any hospitality or accommodation, and completely isolated from mankind and society you will roam in the forest and diverse countries for 3000 years, emanating pus and blood from your injuries, and even death would not show mercy on you.”
And from there began the endless journey of Aswatthama through the dark ages of Kaliyuga!
…….. Subsequently, Uttara delivered a dead child, and Krishna revived the child. The child was named Parikshit (the Tested One). After Yudhishtira’s rule for 36 years, Parikshit ruled Hastinapur for 27 years. Thus Aswatthama’s efforts to end the lineage of Pandavas did not succeed, whereas he determined his own fate, the fate of humanity!!
Conclusion
Aswatthama was a Maharathi (great warrior) capable of fighting 60,000 warriors at the same time. As per scriptures, Aswatthama is considered as one of the seven Chiranjivis (the long lived beings). He will also become one of the Saptarishis (seven sages) in the 8th Manvanthara. Aswatthama is a mysterious character that is difficult to understand.
Whenever I try to imagine the multifarious images of that strange warrior, my ears become filled with the reverberations of human voices; each voice declares, “I am Aswatthama”,…. “I am Aswatthama”…. Yes… Aswatthama is not dead,…he is still living; not in the scary forests or in lonely deserts or any soothing hospices. He is here everywhere, with his extreme revenge and with heartless cruelty; with the fury of Rudra and wisdom of sage; and with the fire of desires and fearless mind …… he is very much alive in every one of us, with his blessings of immortality converted into curse of humanity!!
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Here is a religion that never cared about God, but survived 2500 years and still practiced by about 500 million followers worldwide. It is the story of one enlightened man, his fearless journey in search of truth behind the misery of life; and the way of life he taught to the common people. He is none other than Buddha, the great master, the embodiment of love and compassion, and who was even ready to sacrifice his body for an innocent goat. Though he did not accept God in his noble path, Buddha is being worshipped as incarnation of God, by the people worldwide.
Buddha’s Life
About 2500 years ago on a full moon day Siddhartha Gautama was born in a royal family in Kapilavastu. King Suddhodana of Shakya clan was his father and Queen Maya Devi his mother. At the age of 16 he was married to Yasodhara and they had a son named Rahul. After living in the extreme luxuries of palace, at the age of 29 he had a desire to see the outside world. On his trips he saw real life with its different faces such as sickness, old age and death; and felt himself within the heart that he should not enjoy luxurious life in the palace when people were suffering in the outside world.
Abandoning the luxuries and lavishness of royal life, he stepped out of the kingdom, and started the life of a wandering monk. He wanted to help people and end their misery. He was determined to find truth. By eating almost nothing and facing harsh poverty, he practiced meditation expecting a solution for his deep rooted problem. But he could not get the answer. Experiencing the extreme positions of both luxury and poverty, he understood the vanity of those paths and finally decided to adopt the ‘Middle Way’ to seek the truth. After deep meditation, sitting under a pipal tree, known as Bodhi tree, in Bodh Gaya, on a full moon day, at the age of 35, he became enlightened and came to known as Buddha.
In the beginning there were Buddha and his five disciples and the journey continued for next forty five years through different parts of the country, spreading is teachings and helping all kinds of people, including beggars and kings. For 80 years he lived in this world with fearless thinking and unselfish service, with a brain filled with infinite knowledge and a heart filled with innocent love.
Buddha’s Teachings
It is believed that Buddhism is neither theistic nor atheistic, but is agnostic. It was said that when asked about the existence of God, Buddha used to keep silent without himself denying or accepting the existence of God. In other cases, it is also reported to have said that the Noble Eight-fold path of enlightenment did not require a belief in God; God was a superstition created by the priest class. As per Buddha all ceremonies, worships and prayer were pure nonsense. The concept of God makes people weak because they depend on God for everything.
Buddha understood why people suffered and how they could overcome suffering. With his boundless heart and great intellect he taught everyone how to live to attain peace of mind. He became one among the masses, knew their feelings and talked in their language so that everyone could understand. He advised them to stay away from blind faith and to accept his words only after they convinced themselves that his teachings were right.
The Three Universal Truths
The three universal truths applicable to everything, as per Buddhism, are given below. It may be noted that these are similar to the modern scientific laws.
- In the universe everything is converted from one state to another, but never lost. Life is a cyclic process that repeats.Tree produces seed and seed creates tree; matter becomes energy and energy becomes matter. Everything in the universe consists of the same thing. Hence if we destroy something we are destroying ourselves.
- Change is the law of the nature. Everything is continuously changing. Life is compared to a river changing every moment, sometimes slow, sometimes swift, sometimes smooth, sometimes rocky, sometimes safe and sometimes dangerous.
- The law of cause and effect governs our life. For every action, known as karma, we get the results either good or bad depending upon our action. We are the products of what we think and what we do and hence we should be careful about our thoughts and deeds for creating a bright future.
The Four Noble Truths
When Buddha was enlightened he became fully aware about the Truth he was searching for all those times – the cause of sufferings and the methods to eliminate them. These realizations are known as the Four Noble Truths of Buddhism. By mastering these truths one can attain Nirvana, the ultimate goal, a state where mind is perfectly peaceful and completely free from ignorance, greed and all negative qualities, which everyone can attain in this very life itself. Interference of a God is not required to attain Nirvana. The Four Noble Truths are as follows.
- Life consists of suffering: Suffering is an unavoidable thing in life. Sickness, old age and death are the main things we suffer. Anything that destroys the happiness in our life makes us suffer.
- Suffering has a cause: Ignorance about the law of cause and effect makes us suffer. Involved in luxury we become greedy and desire for extreme luxury and unnecessary pleasures that are harmful to us. Once we do not get what we want, we suffer. We are diverting from the middle path and are looking for the extreme and that leads to suffering.
- Suffering can be brought to an end: We can lead a life without suffering if we decide to do so. If we can stay away from our desire for unwanted things and become conscious about our thoughts and deeds we can put an end to suffering.
- The Path to End Suffering: The Noble Eight-fold Path otherwise called the Middle Way can be followed that will end all sufferings.
The Noble Eight-fold Path
- Right View: We should view the world through the right eyes, through righteousness and compassion.
- Right Thought: We are the products of our thoughts and hence the right thoughts are necessary to develop good character.
- Right Speech: Words are powerful and influence our life very significantly. We should speak kind words to everyone. The word already spoken cannot be taken back and hence it is very important to be careful about our speech.
- Right Conduct: Our conduct reflects our culture and our real nature. The way behave determines our success and position in the society.
- Right Livelihood: The job we select for our earning should be such that it should not harm others. Getting happiness by making others unhappy is not a good practice.
- Right effort: Whatever efforts we do should do well to others. Harmful efforts will waste a valuable life.
- Right Mindfulness: We should be the masters of our thoughts, words and deeds; but should never allow our mind to control us.
- Right Concentration: Concentration is to be practiced which is the essential for success in life. Right concentration will help in deep meditation and result in quiet and peaceful state of mind.
Conclusions
In Hinduism God is everywhere; in Vedas, in epics, and in Gita; God is there in the sanctity of temples and in the outcry of the souls; God is there in the rumbles of thunders and flickering of lightning; God is there in the minute atoms and in the gigantic stars; and God is there in every heart-beat and in every breath of life. And, whatever may be the progress of science, whatever may be the reasoning power of human mind, God will rule over the heart of humans so long as the fear of death and miseries exist in the world. Weakness of human mind is the strength of God. The forlorn cry rising from the bottom of the heart will never cease so long as there is weakness. May be that is one of the reasons why Buddhism, the religion that did not entertain God, diminished in India, the land of its origin.
Buddha;… I have deep respect to that great person for his compassion, courage and intelligence. Castes or customs, Gods or priests, nothing had the power to conquer him, nor was he willing to bow his head down in front of any superstitious shadows. And of course, he came to the world not to establish righteousness by destroying anybody, but to save people from their ignorance and selfishness, and help them reach the ultimate goal of life without the interference of a personal God. His glory will be praised forever and his teachings will always be remembered.
Listen to the following powerful and high spirited words of Buddha the Great:
“Do not believe in anything simply because it is spoken and rumored by many. Do not believe in anything simply because it is found written in your religious books. Do not believe in anything merely on the authority of your teachers and elders. Do not believe in traditions because they have been handed down for many generations. But after observation and analysis, when you find that anything agrees with reason and is conducive to the good and benefit of one and all, then accept it and live up to it.”
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