She has been running from her life. She is not alone but the worldly maters fail to understand her and she want an escape route, and want to stay away from society. She knows they will not let her leave a really smooth and happy life. They are getting behind her time and again for no truth. The truth stands with her and her has to find it and use it for her own benefits. She wants to run from all the cement structures, where each person has been turning into some other, she wants get the real road of her life, which can have a beautiful environment full of greenery all around. She wants to breathe life from trees as she does not want to enter the cement face offs of people, who are changing their sense time and again according to their own wishes and situations. She does not want to stay within these cement structure combines the cement and stern fanciful of persons, where there is no emotions, as they are running after time and money.

She does not favor the change nor does she advocate it , on the other hand , she wants to stay with life, in the city life she saw a complete annihilation of emotions and here time is money and life are money ,people want to enjoy life and earn plenty of money to live a happy life. Here, people have no time to enjoy what they are experiencing with their whole some way. She wants to stay within herself and find the love for nature, she wants to find the path in among, where she can go scot-free and there is always the fresh sense of nature and trees. She also knows it , not going to be an easier task for her as the road to jungle is still not clear , only half path is visible and there is the curve , and from outside one cannot expect what is going to be there once the person reaches near the curve of road . That is why, to run from this ambiguity most persons run from realities as they think that, all these is some sort of modifications from the real world and in search for reality and the goal many tend to go for religion, where they can set their own goal, on the other hand some other go for, the most difficult path the search for excellence. This is not easy though, as it is easy to hear while learning from this, the search for excellence is full of thorns and have to cross all these and most of the times, the path to excellence is going has the hurdles that has many difficulty to manage and perform and sometimes even this is not going to happen even after death.

In the road to recovery there are many thorns and it is like an examination , where , you have to face many difficult questions on the way to yours aim and find the right meaning of life . It is like a bunch of trees obstructing yours path and from a distance you cannot see yours next course of action. It is not like a racing game, where, you look at the distant to find out the next curve of roads, it is not like that. Here, one has to face the distractions and other oppositions that will imparts strait at you. You can only see a ray of light from the back ground and you have to believe yourself and then step ahead in search of excellence and finding yourself from anonymity. There will be dark and brighter side while you are on the way, you are choosing deliberately the different path of life and for this, you will have to believe yourself before you steadfast and go ahead in the path unknown. You will never know, what is going to be yours fate inside this strange and unknown roads, you will never know, what is yours future. Future is indeterminate and one is not going to know it. Up above the brightest sky, that is running along with you, yours only soul mate, while you are walking in this unknown land and then, at one point of time you can observer the sky is meeting with ground, a rare discovery, you may feel at that time, where you can feel the real love is happening among sky and the earth. The fallacy of this is that, you can observe it from the distance and can watch it in clear with your eyes like a high definition camera is with your face but sad but true, you cannot reach there to fathom and enjoy the perfect beautiful sense of life, which you are searching for and leave the real mortal world to find the perfect meaning of life.

From a distance, she can see the small mounds of hills and small patches of grass lands and in among these, there are some perfect lawns and that attracts her to stay there and take some rest. In the mean time, she corrects her senses and realize that, all these are distractions and if she stays at any point of time, they her search for excellence will soon reach no where and she has to return from there to the past world, where she sees the metal of artificial relationships and showing nature all the way from top to bottom. After walking for some time , she clearly see her goal a rare white mountain , where she will be getting her perfect home , the sincere relationships and reasonable friends. She is away from city to escape from plastic life, the lights and sounds, she hates so much, as she deals with reality. She realizes that, her goal, perfect soul is waiting at her at the distance locality and she has to reach there at any cost, though in the road side there are many obstacles to cross over. It is not a dream, the reality and she has to gain speed, and cross the road, the distance to reach to her aim, otherwise, she has to walk for her life time and cannot reach there. She is getting negative, as the way she is walking the distance seems to be on the rise. She looks everywhere for inspiration and tries hard to find any somewhat rare courage. She notices her left to watch the lawns and find it out that, despite coolness they try to recover from it. When she stares at them, they seem to be smiling at her and saying some pretty words the words of wisdom. They are still live despite hostile climates. This gives her the require source of courage and strength. She knows there will be flower and flower all the way for her, in the mean time she has to pass this difficult examination with distinction. She is waiting eagerly for that moment. There is going to be blooming flowers and tall trees in her life sooner than later. She looks at lawns for inspirations and smiles exchanges among themselves.She is ready to walk for lifetime , in the quest for excellence.