I was very frustrated with myself. Whenever I have done something wrong in my life, suddenly after doing it, I would realize that I shouldn’t have done that. I used to say that I can’t do anything in my life and would remain as it is, as I am now. Many people used to advice me to change myself and do the good things in life. I used to agree with them at that moment and think within myself that I would change myself. But on the next day, again I used to forget everything what the people have advice me and I used to commit that same mistake every day.

Again I would realize that, I have done wrong, but that realization would be of only few minutes. After few months I realized that I am addicted of doing wrong things. I was building this addiction. After few months I thought to change myself again and again thought about that advice that was given to me, when I have started to get addict. I thought for a while, that if I am not going to change myself, I would be stuck in a web and could not come out.

It took me sometimes to come out from that web. I want to tell you what I did to forget the wrong things from my mind and to be a normal person. I changed my life, by not concentrating on those things which I don’t want to do, but rather I concentrated on the things which I want to achieve. More and more negative you think, more and more you will involve in negativity. So, never think negative. Positive is all you have to think.

It will take time to remove all negative thoughts from your mind, but you have to determine that you are not going to follow your negative thoughts. For some days, it would like a Tennis game; ball will come from negative thoughts to positive thoughts and from positive thoughts to negative thoughts but slowly you will be able to achieve only positive thoughts in yourself.

I wanted to become a good person and I was before getting into addiction, but somehow I was disturb from my goal and because of some personal reason, I had forgotten my path. But later when I realized that I am only going to be bad person, I stood to myself and decided that I would be a good person. Friends, there is nothing you get when you become a bad person. You just get so much stress, tension and all you get is unhappiness. The goodness lies in Happiness. We should be happy all the time. We should be positive in our self and being positive we could change our self.