I must say this
before I go on,
telling the truth
is never easy, but
for all my fans to see
reality,
and for me to obey
the code of the walking
mirror, the truth
must be revealed,
and the real me, seen
Though myself surgery
is not complete,
here I go
though my body has grown,
and spirit surfed high,
there are many viruses immaturity,
I need to eradicate,
this is why I undergo self-penance
by the pen,
and be ostracised into full maturity
I always had this
laziness in me,
laziness so extreme
that it affected me
greatly sometimes,
these two revelations
are the exact reasons
why I feel bad about myself;
I was in class,
it was english class,
third term, 2004, high school,
I was a sophomore then,
one of the most terrible things
happened to me;
I wanted to go used the restroom,
I was extremely pressed,
but what I was about to
hear from the teacher was
so important,
foolishly convicted to my education
than the yearnings of my own body,
I sat there,
sweating inside
At the last minute,
where I realised there was no
more control,
I asked the teacher to
excuse me,
she let me go,
I was about to sit on the toilet seat,
to late...
faeces in my pants,
that was a massive disaster,
I took off my pants inside
and wore my shorts,
without any boxer,
I flushed them deep into the system,
it had been a stomach problem
for long,
but I didn't tell my parents,
I kept it to myself,
and it kept getting worse
Second disaster,
for me, getting up from
bed to go pee,
was a problem,
I would be so soaked in my sleep
that I didn't even feel
when urine was all over my pants,
straight from childhood,
I am not the kind of person
who likes to share things
with my parents,
so I kept it to myself,
after dealing with the problem
my own way,
not drinking water, right before
I sleep...from the time
when I was 11,
the time this horror left me,
On the 26th of November, 2009
the terror returns,
I know I shall be
the object of mockery
after this,
but the truth must be told,
though I have signed
my social death warrant.
By Kakraba Afful
Very often I had the thrill
to kill people,
I still am,
but I have not killed before
I smile at the imagination
of watching blood fall to the ground,
licked by the knife,
and how the victim of murder
falls to the ground, dead,
this is a strong misconception
of power that has long
loomed over me,
my other side
Whenever I hold a knife,
the first thing that comes
to mind is murder,
but my good side,
who I am,
has resisted this
many, many times
as I am not a bad person
There has been to much
hatred in my heart,
but today, I learn how
to let it go,
slowly,
forgiveness it the most
difficult thing on this earth
for me,
Because many times,
in my life, I met mercilessness
in different ways,
I have to let it go
Like I said, the intrigue
of the dark side,
has plunge my mind into
many things,
becoming a killer
but my conscience,
strongly resists the temptation,
due to the peace within,
and as God bears witness
I am not a dangerous person,
but thoughts of the dark side
make me so,
I think it is related to my once
excessive reading of horror stories
This is the only way,
I've found freedom,
as I confide on this empty
sheet destined to be visited
by these words
My mind is a novel,
it thinks of different things
in different ways, not
only my perception but
it meditates strongly with
the perception of people
and how they act,
this helps me to understand people,
it's all literature,
life,
stories
Writing is not just words,
it's revelation.
By Kakraba Afful
Ever since you came,
see my buoyance,
when I realised
and fled from senses
and all else failed
and the wind encircled
with stories of oblivion,
my eyes became transparence
And you looked into mine
with confiding eyes,
and read them like a diary
parcelled with your solicitude,
I became a giant,
before life had cast me into
valley deep
where I would bow to my knees
and try to fathom misfortune
By now, thanks to you
I am a force formidabble,
staying unfloat,
walking on the Bay of Bengal,
ever since you came
Look into my eyes,
and there you shall find a locket,
and your passive image
that passified my roar,
dancing in my pupils,
every since you came
all mysteries fade,
and I see who I use to be,
thanks to you.
By Kakraba Afful
Something my bosom can't deny,
I was groaning because I was
buried in ice,
in the casket of discomfort,
but her tears that fell
made many rills of depair
in my heart,
and that her lips may no more tremble,
and that she may sing
the forgotten song
and that happiness be made prodigal,
I endured in patience,
for the peace of her being,
see that she would be put in a fervent place,
As destiny frowns at our amore,
as see the friendliness of both worlds,
but the sky turns dark as a nighmare
and a menacing spiral,
sinks down the wisdom of our heartbeats
A black resonance, echoes through me,
but if for her,
the sores of this misfortune
will heal in time, even in death,
if for this immortal of passion,
my pains shall seized evidently
But this sacrifice must be made,
I must sit on the fangs of a cobra,
through my loins does the venom
travel but my name shall be
an epitaph in her heart
and knowing her dearly
shall stare into the past
with strong memories unforgotten.
By Kakraba Afful
Wearing a jacket of piranhas
he seemed to be friends with risk,
dancing in a furnace,
sitting on a bear trap,
sleeping in a compressor
but he was reached for the diamond
in the fangs of cobra
He drank the venom of an adder,
dueted with the sharks,
swam in a pool of eels
and kiss falling guilotines,
guess what?
he never died,
the adrenalin of possiblity
had made him wear
a garment of perpetuity,
he was danger
and he feared no risk.
By Kakraba Afful
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