Very often I had the thrill
to kill people,
I still am,
but I have not killed before
I smile at the imagination
of watching blood fall to the ground,
licked by the knife,
and how the victim of murder
falls to the ground, dead,
this is a strong misconception
of power that has long
loomed over me,
my other side
Whenever I hold a knife,
the first thing that comes
to mind is murder,
but my good side,
who I am,
has resisted this
many, many times
as I am not a bad person
There has been to much
hatred in my heart,
but today, I learn how
to let it go,
slowly,
forgiveness it the most
difficult thing on this earth
for me,
Because many times,
in my life, I met mercilessness
in different ways,
I have to let it go
Like I said, the intrigue
of the dark side,
has plunge my mind into
many things,
becoming a killer
but my conscience,
strongly resists the temptation,
due to the peace within,
and as God bears witness
I am not a dangerous person,
but thoughts of the dark side
make me so,
I think it is related to my once
excessive reading of horror stories
This is the only way,
I've found freedom,
as I confide on this empty
sheet destined to be visited
by these words
My mind is a novel,
it thinks of different things
in different ways, not
only my perception but
it meditates strongly with
the perception of people
and how they act,
this helps me to understand people,
it's all literature,
life,
stories
Writing is not just words,
it's revelation.
By Kakraba Afful