Dancing on the tunes

of my children

I forgot my own tunes

I forgot the beauty of nature

I forgot the dancing dunes

Whole of my life

I sacrificed every little wish of mine

for the sake of their wants

I had such a big heart during those times

big heart but no money

but don't know why now

I feel my heart sink

when my children enjoy their life

A conflict pierces my mind

why do I feel depressed now

to see my children happy

after all, it was what I longed for

why do I expect them to give back to me

the money, I have spent to raise them up? 

Was it their happiness that I selflessly wished for or my own investment for my happiness in return?