For so long, I had these enormous wounds
in my soul, only one heals gradually...
the self-confidence weakness,
another begins to heal,
unforgiveness
In my lifetime, I have been
a shadow clothed with wounds,
my soul limps most of the time
because there's something,
forgiving someone is like stabbing
with a dagger,
my spirit bleeds from the stabs
of unforgiveness,
this is not imagery, this is the truth
My soul has always been clenching its fist,
but today,
as the truth sleeps on paper
in the humility of words,
the wound begins to heal slowly
and second wound, becoming extinct
by the friendliness of time,
tears fill the eyes of my soul in relief,
too much hatred,
it's being eradicated, eliminated
by the truth,
my heart is getting light,
lighter and lighter
the bleeding stops...
slowly
and strength seems to return,
forgiveness
but slowly
I remember this enormous sin
I keep repeating everyday,
and I feel sorry for myself
but I must hold my head up high,
to be De-graft Afful Jr.,
the lion that was, when Josephine
came into my life,
the good guy who has always
been good...if not for this dismal side
which is being overthrown
gradually.
By Kakraba Afful