I don't what i am feeling right now. I am at home since 12 days.when i come home i become lazy and does not do any work except watching TV and surfing internet. Really,life,seems to be stopped somewhere.  Sometimes,i feel why i am so lazy. I don't want to be lazy more. I wanted to improve myself. I want to change. I don't want tobe same as i am. Time is changing,challenges are coming on my way,need to improve. People change,when they think that they really change,to improve their themselves. Life doesn't bother what you are doing ? or what you are going to do ?,it just moves on. Time waits for none. You need to respect time.

           I have lots of work which is pending,but didn't even bother to even think of that. I think that i have cross the alert margin i.e Danger sign. When i am home,i feel that i shouldn't work anymore. Life shuld be simple,but my life is that much simple. Lot of difficulties,challenges are going to come in my life.I need to wake up of my dreams and had to work hard to achieve success. I am stepping in my Final Semester of B.tech and had to think effectively. I need to plan my schedule and have to work accordingly. I have a lot of ability and talent to work on my goals,but still i haven't started to think about it. I don't know what i am doing. The scenario,of what i should do is not in my mind. 

          In this Final Semester,i had to take training of a J2EE from an well known and good Institiute,to get proper guidance and knowledge. I don't know when i am going to start my training. Lot of work need to do. I hadn't put my mind on the right paddle.I had to think more and more,plan my Strategies to work effectively. Proper planning could help me to come out of it.

  Well! its time to be responsible now. Time has come to take one more step towards your goal. To achieve something. To make your way ahead.To show everyone that yes you have the talent to do anything. You have the talent to take your way of your own. Time has arrive to believe in yourself and take your goal to another level to gain full confidence in your self. I know that you have to take pain . You have to go in adverse condition. You can only show your strength when you work hard in adverse condition. This is such area where only few people survive,others give it away. You have to be strong at such area. You have to be take quick action at that area.You should have a goal in your mind that if i am going to enter in adverse condtion area that only one way is there to exit.Have a full confidence in yourself,to make it through. There will much pain and distraction in that area. There you would test by almighty. You will be pushed harder back. If you would go one step ahead,almighty will push two steps back. What you gone a do? There will be time when you will think that now its too much and you may take decision to quit. But your should be to go ahead,although you are pushed back. Almighty is testing that do you have an ability to go ahead if once or twice or thrice or more than thrice,you are pushed back. He will definitely give you chances,but don't take his chances in air. You have to work much harder if you lose your opportunity once. Because once you lose your opportunity,it will be grabed by other.

          I am in same position . I have been pushed back many times. I too have gave up many times. Because,sometimes you feel that you have faced too much and now its time to give it up. When i think that i am trapped from all sides ,i give it away. But,here you are tested more. You have to  be strong here. You mind should work more in such condition. You have to look at different alternatives. This is where the game begins. Thinking and doing work at right time can sometimes make your way out of all trouble. You have to look on those situation where you can work harder and can get rid of troubling situations.