Holidays are real fun at the start...waking up at noon,watching T.V all day long--all the missed episodes of favorite serials while munching on all sorts of snacks available in the cupboard nearby..sleeping till i am hungry again ....its just the perfect life ,blissful will be the word.No worries of tests,assignments and vivas of subjects that i have never heard of(till the day the test was mentioned)(oh and worth mentioning that i am in college).But slowly everything changes till the only one enjoying my holidays is my mother,cause i am up all day and i am made to answer the door every time and she doesn't have to move a muscle :( . The reason-well there are many reasons

• SLEEPING:somehow i get so sick of sleeping all throughout the day that suddenly i become an insomniac sitting wide awake on bed till 4.00am (often scaring the shit out of my mother when she wakes up and finds me sitting in the dark, staring at her).It is as if maine apne sare jiwan ke neend ka quota hi khatam kar diya ho.
• WATCHING T.V.:suddenly all the good and intelligent people working for the T.v. channels are struck by lightening.All the good T.V. series are taken off air and some of the worst and intolerable ones return.(MONK and TWO AND A HALF MEN...i just want them back.. :'( sniff ).Star movies and H.B.O schedules in papers seem to be more or less the same everyday and reality shows get weirder with each passing day.ek naya reality show aaya hai...Desi girls...where 10never before seen celebrities fight it out to win the hearts of certain villagers...two facts about the show....1) even the cows outshine the celebrities with their performance 2)i could as well kill the guy responsible for this concept.Then because of my mother i have to watch daily soaps in which the protagonist is married at least three times :| .Guess she loves shopping just like me.:)
• JUNK FOOD: all the junk food in the first few days cause an increase of one inch at the waist- sends me into a frenzy.So finally i give up eating that too :(.

all this sadness and darkness in my heart drove me to writing this blog ...and for all those who read this , pray for my happiness....thanking you---mahashweta mandal